Ok, I made my new site and I added everyone that was subscribed to me. So either email me at alikat618@hotmail.com or look on your subscribers list and there I will be...But you might have tons of ppl and have no idea who is new..i would suggest emailing me if that is the case. 

Now DIE ALIKAT DIE!!!! 

**EDIT** I am changing sites for a few reasons so if you would like to subscribe to/know my new site then email me at alikat618@hotmail.com

I WONT BE UPDATING IN THIS ONE ANYMORE SO PLEASE EMAIL ME!!!

 Yay, life is good now. Gonna be making some mad money at Kohls which is great b/c it has sucked a major nut not having any money this year.

Yesterday me and my mom did some running around. We went to Kaufman Tire to get oil changes and tire rotations on our cars. Then we went up to Johnny Carinos to eat. Brandi and Sarah were both there and Brandi of course barely made eye contact with me. Drama Queen....But Sarah was my server and Maria actually came up to me and talked...haha..the nerve. So I gotta call all my peeps once I get my Kohls schedule figured out. I gotta call Cassidy, Krista, Emily, and Edrick! I already talked with Tammie and she scheduled a hang out day haha.

I'm just bursting with happiness right now because everything is falling into place and I have done a lot of soul searching and realizes who and what are really important in my life. So woo hoo!

**EDIT** ok, maybe i'm not so happy. just figured out an aparent friend blocked me from her Xanga. Not that I care about the Xanga part but more what it means...she doesn't like me or something. meh...

Currently Playing Brokedown Palace: Music from the Original Motion Picture Soundtrack By Various Artists see related

Whew, my mom told me I only needed to pay her $300 instead of $800 and I can just pay off the rest as I go. That's good. I can make that easily.

I'm getting a hair cut soon. I love the length but it needs some style. I'll have to look for something I like b/c I don't want any mess ups like the last hair cut...ugh that lady butchered my hair. Serves me right going to a cheap ass place...she smelled of booze and B.O...

Yeah, that's me. I played some of the X files game..Resist or Serve. FUN FUN FUN!!! Today I go for my interview at Kohls...it's in the bag baby.

Currently Playing Out of the Fierce Parade By Velvet Teen see related

Has anyone noticed how you are in an amazing moment or just had a fantastic day...something. always. goes. wrong. ??? I had an amazingly awesomely wonderful time yesterday/night with Sarah. We babysat her nephew Noah who was being a hellian but such a cute one. Made me want a kid so bad. We ate really cheaply at Carinos and then we went to Wally World so that she could buy the Hanson CD as well. After we dropped Noah off we went and saw New York Minute. And guess what...it was actually good. It was slightly lame b/c of well, the obvious but it had some really funny parts and I loved the character that Mary Kate played. Very entertaining. Then we cruised around and listened to Hanson very very loudly and sang at the top of our lungs which was really fun. I don't believe that there is anything better than singing your heart out with people you love. It is just wonderful.

So here's what ruined the night...MY PARENTS. I heard from my brother that they were bitching about me again. It is damn near impossible to describe the complexity of their twisted little minds so I wont try. It does not matter how well I am doing in school or how nice I am being at home....they fucking find something wrong with me. Anything from what i'm wearing to who i'm hanging out with to how much I hang out with people. I am a month away from being 20 and I still have to have the saying "I might get in trouble" run through my head whenever I do anything.

This is how they deal with a "problem" with me. My dad gets mad about something. He yells at the top of his lungs about it and my brother overhears. He tells me so I already know there is something up. My mom will play messenger and tell me with that middle school attitude of hers that I need to not have Sarah over any more or I need to come in earlier or I need to clean my room. Or they don't say anything and let me keep making whatever mistake i'm making just so they have something to bitch about later on. My Dad complains about how I never talk to him...hmmm. They always tell me to come to them when there is a problem...hmmm. My dad has brainwashed my mom into this obedient monster. It is like living with two hormonally imbalanced middle schoolers...that is the only way I know how to put it. They don't know how to solve a problem adult like and mock me when I try to earn some sort of respect as an adult. "Oh..that's right, you are an Aduuuuult now. How easily I forget" ~my mother. Fucking idiots. Fucking fucked up ass hats.

Oh yeah and I don't have a fucking remote for my TV.

I'm really starting to realize how much I got shit on this year...by everyone. 

Currently Watching Thirteen By Holly Hunter, Evan Rachel Wood, Nikki Reed see related